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THE DESERT FLOWER
by Pat McDermott
(Adapted from a Chapter of A Band of Roses)

     For three nights, Sheikh Basim and his Nejdoul clan followed the stars across the chilly desert. Each dawn they erected temporary shelters against the fierce heat of the sun; each evening they set out again, driving their livestock before them. The full moon had set in the western sky the morning they reached H'Raybay Oasis.

     While the able-bodied set up a camp that would stand strong for weeks, Sheikh Basim sent his firstborn son to explore the surrounding area. "Take two men and go," he said. "And hurry, Joseph. Soon the sun will rise."

     "Yes, I know," said Joseph with a fond smile. He had given up reminding his father that he was a grown man of twenty-four years who knew the desert well.

     His hunting bow slung on his shoulder, Joseph led his scouts through the oasis and out to the surrounding wastelands. They left their heads uncovered in the cool dawn air. Their dark, wavy hair, tied at the napes of their necks, flowed down the backs of red shirts that hung over loose, light trousers. The garments bore the multicolored pattern of the Nejdoul, as did all the clan's handwoven clothing. Even the camels had the distinctive design emblazoned on their haunches.

     Joseph hadn't seen H'Raybay Oasis since he was a boy. By agreement of the tribal elders, no one had camped here for years that nature's bounty might increase undisturbed. The animals of many clans could graze here now, though as Joseph studied the mysterious desert terrain, he wished it weren't so.

     Far-off sand dunes glistened in the budding daylight. Outcrops of shale and limestone loomed nearby; wildflowers dotted the tall grass and scrub that flourished between them. Lichens covered the stones on the ground with pinks and greens, oranges and blues, and a host of shades between.

     The sudden roar of a lion echoed over the desert, a grim reminder that for all its beauty, the wilderness held many perils. H'Raybay Oasis seemed free of danger, however. The only tracks the men found were those of small animals who posed no threat.

     Just past daybreak, the explorers returned to the bustling camp by way of the livestock pens. A chorus of bleating and braying joined the symphony of rattling tent poles and clanging cook pots. While men hammered, women soothed crying children and prepared breakfast fires, though they stopped to welcome Joseph with shouted greetings and questions.

     "Our camp is safe," Joseph shouted back, "and rich with food and water." Despite the anguish in his heart, he smiled at everyone he met and patted the dark-haired heads of the children he passed.

     Searching as he made his way through the maze of half-erected shelters, he detoured to a tangle of scrub at the edge of the camp. Zahra was there, setting the goats to feed among the rocks. Her yellow cloak, the one that smelled of cinnamon and musk, lay over a boulder. Her hand spindle and wool bag lay beside it. She would spin thread while she watched the flock, as did every Nejdoul woman and girl as they conducted their daily tasks.

     If she had seen him, she gave no sign.

     "Hello, Zahra," he called. "I see you've already claimed ground for the goats."

     Once, she would have graced him with a lovely smile. She offered only a polite nod now. "It's not just for the goats," she said. "There are many plants here, and I may want to collect them. I haven't seen such flowers since I lived with my grandmother."

     "Well, don't go collecting plants outside the camp unless someone is with you," he said. "We found no danger, but this is the desert."

     With another nod, she lowered her eyes and returned to her goats. Joseph had hoped for more. Though the clans would soon gather at H'Raybay Oasis to celebrate his marriage to the daughter of Sheikh Rashid, he had hoped for another chance to convince Zahra that someday she would be his most cherished wife.

     He continued past the goats and sheep to the camp's largest tent. Basim stood at the entrance, his dusky eyes watching over the clan. In the morning light, the lines that etched his noble face seemed deeper than Joseph remembered. A circlet of braided black cord held his long, patterned headdress over his graying hair. A keen-eyed falcon perched on his forearm.

     The bird made some responsive noise when Joseph petted her. "I have seen everything, Father," he said.

     "Come," said Basim. "We will talk." He sent the falcon soaring for her breakfast.

     Joseph followed him inside to the mag'ad, the men's side of the tent, where mosaic rugs and soft cushions surrounded a squat wooden table laden with food. Low flames fueled by camel dung crackled in a pit in the center of the dirt floor. The men sat.

     "What did you find?" asked Basim.

     Joseph popped a sugary date into his mouth. "There is much grass, and the acacia trees are plentiful. They will provide shade for everyone, and ample fodder for the camels."

     "Is there enough space for Rashid's clan?"

     "Yes, Father. The land stretches for miles before it reaches the sand."

     "What dangers are there?"

     "None nearby. We heard a lion roar across the desert. Too far away to be of concern."

     Basim nodded. "Still, we will keep watch. The water is good?"

     "I found the well and uncovered it. The water is high, and cool and sweet. The women have already chosen their bathing pool." He reached for another date and smiled. "They chased us away when we came through the reeds."

     A voice rang from the maharama, the women's side of the tent. "Is that Joseph?"

     Basim glanced toward the camel hair divider and sighed. "Yes, Sabiha."

     Sabiha, Joseph's mother and Basim's beloved chief wife, supervised the sheikh's domestic affairs. Her disembodied words floated over the divider like a butterfly, though Joseph knew they could sting like a scorpion. He poured two cups of strong cardamom coffee from a steaming silver urn and sat back to enjoy the banter.

     "What took him so long? We finished touring the oasis long ago."

     "He had more to look at than flowers, Sabiha," said Basim.

     "We have found much to harvest," she called, as if she hadn't heard him. "We have found date palms, Basim. Tell the men to protect us instead of sitting about doing nothing while we gather palm leaves. We will weave baskets to trade when we reach Wadi Bakhoor."

     "The men are not sitting about doing nothing!"

     "We have found Bladder Dock, and borage and mint. And there is arnebia to make our daughters' cheeks pretty."

     "Our daughters are pretty enough!" shouted Basim.

     "And we have found milkweed to cure the mange on the camels."

     "My camels have no mange, woman!" Basim sighed again and reached for his coffee. "Gather your plants, Sabiha. We will protect you."

     Suddenly a cadaverous little man emerged from the shadows in a swirl of colored robes. A large, hooked nose dominated his face. His sunken eyes burned with passion. The clan's shaman ate little to strengthen his soul that the spirits might whisper to him. As he crept toward Basim and Joseph, he rattled a large animal bone marked with strange carvings.

     Basim set his coffee down with a thump of irritation. "What is it, Fugara?"

     "The spirits say an evil jinn lives in this place, Basim!" Lightning-fast, Fugara pointed the bone toward the desert. "The spirits say he will come for Joseph! I will beat my drum to frighten him away. And you must wear this amulet, Joseph!"

     A necklace of tinkling silver appeared in the shaman's hand. "I have written charms on the bones of the desert wolf and prayers on the skin of the python and ground them to powder. Yet the spirits say that only the desert flower can save Joseph! So I have found it, and added its petals to this great magic." Fugara hung the talisman around Joseph's neck.

     "Wear it, Joseph! To protect you from the evil jinn!" In a whirl of color, he spun from the tent.

     The lines on Basim's face melded into a scowl. "This is not what I wish to hear as we prepare for your wedding, Joseph. And prepare we must. Sabiha!"

     With a clap of his hands, Basim ordered the wedding feast. Sabiha squealed with joy and hurried from the tent.

     Joseph, however, fingered the amulet that hung over his heart and frowned. "I wish I were as happy about this marriage as Mother." The next words rushed out before he could stop them: "Taroob is a spoiled little girl whose tongue is sharper than the claws of a fox! She only cares for fine clothes and jewels. I will never love her!"

     "We all have a duty to the tribe," said Basim. The kind glow in his eyes belied his strict tone. "The clans arranged this marriage when you and Taroob were infants to keep the tribe strong. You are a sheikh's son, and must wed your wives for duty. If fate allows, perhaps you will wed one for love."

     As you did, thought Joseph. He had been born of parents who loved each other, and worried that his own children would miss the unconditional affection he and his siblings had always enjoyed. Casting a sullen glare into the shadows that had swallowed Fugara, he wondered if the shaman could make him a love charm.

     "Rashid is your only true competitor in the camel races, Father," he said. "Having Taroob for your daughter-in-law will bring our clan great prestige." He took a breath and dared to add, "So would having the granddaughter of a great healer."

     "I have watched your gaze follow the goatherd's daughter since she came to live with us."

     "Is it so bad to befriend a girl who has no one?"

     "She has her aunt, and the clan." Basim shook his head. "No, Joseph. Put her from your mind. We are camel breeders.

     "Zahra is a healer, not just a goatherd! Her grandmother taught her much!"

     "It is said that her grandmother's skills died with her," said Basim. "In any case, we have our own healers."

     "Yes. Old women whose ears are closed to anything new!"

     Something Joseph couldn't name darkened his father's eyes. "We will speak of this another time," said Basim. "For now, we must prepare for your marriage to Taroob."

     Soon the men were slaughtering lambs for the roasting spits. They unpacked their hand drums and flutes and tuned the strings on their ouds. Some taught the boys to dance in a line around the fire, each stomping the ground and holding the shoulder of the dancer in front of him; others rehearsed their repertoires of passionate poetry.

     Happy to set their hand spindles aside, the women convened in the shade of the acacia trees and spent two days preparing food. They soaked beans and simmered rice with spices and herbs. They baked bread and swung goatskins of yogurt on metal tripods to churn butter. Practiced hands transformed dried fruit and nuts into delicate pastries.

     At daybreak on the third morning, Sabiha presented Joseph with the camel hair tent she had woven for him and Taroob. Joseph, and indeed the whole clan, praised her skill. The tent was large enough for three wives.

     Joseph wondered if any of them would love him.

     Determined to subdue such selfish thoughts, he wandered down an ancient path to the desert. When he reached a stand of swaying reeds, the familiar fragrance of cinnamon and musk drifted to him on the morning breeze.

     Zahra was returning to camp from the bathing pool. Her rhythmic step set pleasing curves dancing beneath her shapeless dress. Slender fingers combed damp, dark tresses from cheeks bronzed by the sunrise. When she saw him, a smile flickered over her lips—and died.

     His heart ached at the dismissal. He stepped closer and breathed in her spicy perfume. "I am going to walk in the desert, Zahra," he said. "Would you like to come with me and search for plants?"

     She looked away. "I must return to camp. Aunt Maryam needs my help."

     "I will return you to your aunt soon," he said. "The land will only be cool for a short time. Walk with me, Zahra."

     "No, Joseph."

     "Why do you avoid me? Have I not told you that I love you?"

     "Maryam saw your marriage tent," she said. "She said I must stay away from you. She said you will only have wealthy wives, and will leave me crying." Her soulful eyes begged him to tell her otherwise.

     He intended to try. "After the wedding, I will speak to my father. I will convince him—"

     "No! I have heard the talk. He disapproves of me, and you cannot disobey him. As I cannot disobey Maryam." She held her head high; her lips quivered when she wished him well and marched past him.

     Joseph rambled on in brooding silence. He soon found himself squinting back at the oasis from the open desert. A short distance away, Fugara stood chanting and shaking his rattle over the rainbow of rocks. Joseph turned the other way. He hadn't gone far when a lion's roar rumbled over the land. This one sounded closer than the last. He must return to camp and tell his father. No one should be out here alone.

     He touched the amulet at his chest and thought he should tell Fugara to come in, but when he turned around, the shaman was gone.

     The next morning, Joseph tied a quiver full of arrows around his waist, shouldered his hunting bow, and took his turn guarding the women beneath the shade of the acacia trees while they harvested the blossoms they would boil for dye. Out near the edge of the camp, Zahra rummaged for botanical treasures of her own. Joseph disapproved of her going off alone, though he would say nothing as long as he could keep watch over her.

     For over an hour, he patrolled with two other men. As always, he was vigilant, yet the tracks unnerved him when he found them. The paw prints were fresh, and clearly depicted a bad limp and huge, hairy feet—the spoor of a sickly old lion. He called the men to his side. Their eyes widened when he showed them the imprints.

     "Look at the drag marks," said one. "The hind leg is broken."

     "He will be very hungry," said the other, "and very dangerous."

     "Gather the women," said Joseph. "Take them back to camp." He spun to find Zahra. She was gone. Muttering a curse, he ran to the spot where he had last seen her.

     "Wait, Joseph!" shouted the men. "Wait for the other hunters!"

     But he kept running, away from the shelter of the trees, into the rocky wasteland. "Zahra!"

     His voice echoed away in the shimmering desert air. And then he saw her, out among the lichen-covered rocks, studying the earth, oblivious to her surroundings. Sliding the bow from his shoulder, he called again and raced after her.

     She turned with a question on her face.

     He scanned the ground as he hurried toward her. He found more tracks, and then the imprint of the mane in a spot where the beast had rested. The lion had grown weary, and would have sought shelter from the heat of the day. Any of several patches of scrub ahead would provide suitable cover.

     Joseph nocked an arrow to his bowstring.

     "What is it, Joseph?" Fear pulsed in Zahra's voice; terror shone in her rounded eyes.

     Willing himself to ignore her, Joseph focused his attention on the tracks. His bow was ready. His eyes bounced from the scrub to the tall grass and back.

     A sudden, ominous growl froze them both. Joseph swung his bow to cover the scrub—but the cat wasn't in the scrub.

     He was in the grass. With a terrifying roar, he mowed Joseph down. Razor-sharp teeth ripped the amulet from Joseph's neck. The lion's useless leg had bungled his jump, however. He toppled sideways before his deadly jaws could tear Joseph's throat away. Snapping at air, he landed on his tawny side.

     Desperate to escape the maddened animal, Joseph rolled. Just as desperate, the lion hauled himself forward, and with a sickening crunch, clamped his jaws on Joseph's arm.

     Joseph screamed. His face was only inches from the lion's. Fetid breath poisoned the air between them. When he dared to look, malevolent yellow eyes glared back at him.

     Men came running. Basim was with them, shouting at the cat, tearing off his shirt, pitching it behind the beast. The movement distracted the lion's attention. He released Joseph's arm and dove on the shirt. As he slashed it to pieces, Basim dashed in and wrenched Joseph out of the animal's range. Spears and arrows flew until, with one last bellow, the lion fell.

     Early the next morning, Sheikh Rashid and his clan arrived. Basim greeted them with grave words and led Rashid to his tent, where Fugara chanted and beat his drum near the entrance.

     Inside, Joseph tossed and turned in a haze of pain and fever. Sabiha had retied the amulet around his neck. The clan's healers had dosed him with a painkilling concoction of harjal and willow bark. They had stitched the shredded flesh together and wrapped his arm in herb-soaked cloth. Still, everyone in the tent, including Joseph, knew that his arm would never heal properly.

     "He cannot provide for my daughter now," said Rashid. "After my people eat and rest, we will leave." The underlying statement that Joseph was now a crippled encumbrance to the tribe hurt more than the lion's bite. Joseph closed his eyes and prayed for death.

     Flames crackled in the center of the tent. The glow of a brazier lit the bed where Joseph struggled with shadows. His arm throbbed; his head ached. Outside, Fugara pounded his drum to the steady rhythm of Joseph's heartbeat. If the drumbeat stopped, Joseph was sure he would die. And he was ready—until he caught the fragrance of cinnamon and musk.

     Zahra's voice roused him. "How do you feel, Joseph? What can I do?"

     His eyes fluttered open. She sat beside him, studying him with an intensity that distorted her pretty face. "Water, please," he whispered.

     Tipping an earthen jar, she filled a cup with water. Joseph raised himself on his good elbow and sipped. The effort hurt and weakened him.

     He lay back down gasping for breath. "Taroob's clan? Gone?"

     "Yes," said Zahra. She brushed a strand of hair from his forehead. Her fingers were cool and soothing. "They filled their waterbags and left two days ago. Taroob cried when her father told her what happened." Her tone held no sympathy for the girl. "She truly wanted to be your wife."

     Joseph pushed her hand away and turned his head. The drumbeat—or was it his heart?—pounded louder. "There will be no wives for me. I cannot give Taroob her fine clothes and jewels. I cannot provide for even one wife. I am useless. A burden to the tribe. Leave me, Zahra."

     Zahra leapt to her feet. Her hands flew to her hips. Her gentle tone vanished. "Yes, you are right. Now you are not even good enough for a goatherd's daughter! Very well, I will go." She turned toward the entrance to the tent.

     "Wait!" cried Joseph. "Don't leave me Zahra! I—I am dying."

     With a fierce scowl, she crossed her arms. "You are too stubborn to die, Joseph ibn Basim! As for your arm, my grandmother taught me much about broken bones. I will make your arm strong enough for ten wives—if you will let me."

     Hope soared in Joseph's soul, more for the love he thought he had lost than for his mangled arm. "Will you marry me if my arm becomes strong again?"

     Zahra smiled. "I would marry you now, silly man."

     The tent rustled behind her. Basim stepped into the brazier's light.

     "It is time for you to go, Zahra," he said.

     Joseph shot up on his elbow. "She will stay!" he cried. "I love her, Father! I will forsake the clan if I must, but I will marry her!" He braced himself for Basim's rebuke.

     Instead, his father grinned. "I am pleased to see you awake and alert, my son. I only meant that Zahra should go and rest. She has been sitting with you for hours."

     Zahra returned to her seat and eased Joseph back onto his pillows. He didn't resist. "Why?" he asked. "Where are the healers?"

     Basim strode to the bed and sat opposite Zahra. "When the healers told us they could do no more, that you would die unless they cut away your arm, Zahra charged in and chased them all out." A chuckle rumbled low in his throat. "She started ordering us around, and even sent your mother running for the metal poles from her loom."

     "What? Why?"

     "To set the broken bones in your arm," said Zahra. "And the plants I found here at H'Raybay Oasis have eased the swelling and cured your fever. You will be out of bed and strong again soon."

     "We will have our wedding after all," said Basim, "though you will marry Zahra, not Taroob."

     The drumbeat stopped. Fugara whirled in and shook his bone rattle at the foot of the bed. "The spirits are never wrong, Joseph! They said the desert flower would save you!"


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